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Freedom

Mon May 19, 2008, 11:43 AM

Mood: Relief
Listening to: Freeze
Reading: Book of Mormon in French
Drinking: Water

There has recently come to me a feeling of freedom and relief. I feel light. I feel happy. I feel slightly anxious, but at the same time hopeful and faithful. I feel freed.

It's one of the best feelings in the world.

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~AmberBlueEyes May 19, 2008, 1:38:08 PM

OH NO YOU ARE TAKING DRUGS AREN'T YOU?!

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"Attempted murder, now really what is that? Do they give out Nobel Prizes for attempted chemistry?!"

~PyreBayou May 19, 2008, 6:14:31 PM

no...I was actually reffering to the freedom I had been feeling about...
seriously, all day I've been feelin strong....
and then tonight happened.....

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"Yesterday will never come again, tomorrow might never come at all, so focus on TODAY!"

~AmberBlueEyes May 20, 2008, 5:11:16 PM

Aww c'mon, you'll get over this. I mean, you realize now at least that he was never for you

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"Attempted murder, now really what is that? Do they give out Nobel Prizes for attempted chemistry?!"

~PyreBayou May 23, 2008, 2:39:59 PM

No sweat. I love life and no one, especially no boy, is ever gonna change that.

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"Yesterday will never come again, tomorrow might never come at all, so focus on TODAY!"

~AmberBlueEyes May 23, 2008, 5:59:12 PM

WOOT WOOT!

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"Attempted murder, now really what is that? Do they give out Nobel Prizes for attempted chemistry?!"

~poisonfrog Jun 23, 2008, 8:50:42 PM

<hug> I know how you feel. Cherish that feeling, write it down so you can remember it on those dark days when you forget

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"I've knocked my inner dork askew...
and now I'm using tape to fix it!"

~PyreBayou Jul 25, 2008, 10:00:28 AM

Def. It is a great feeling. And sometimes I have to remind myslef of it. But it´s still there.
I guess...just to quickly fill you in, Bobby came home in May, ironically the same day I wrote that journal (i found out later that night). Things were really really weird at first, and I was still so hurt. But we´ve come a long way since then. We´re at least friends again, and I´m trying to be there for him despite the ache of losing him. I realize, it´s never gonna happen between us again, and I feel it´s probably better that way...I think the Lord has someone else in mind for me...and I´m begining to feel that the Lord needs me to be there for Bobby, to help him through what he´s struggling with right now, but I now don´t want it to be anything more. I need to know that the person I love, loves me just as much, and I need to know I´m the most important person in his life. It´s not that way with Bobby...and I´ve come to accept that.
But anyways, i just wanted to fill you in. Thanks for everything.

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"Yesterday will never come again, tomorrow might never come at all, so focus on TODAY!"